(Imagining Edward Hopperâ€™s Sun in an Empty Room, 1963)
Sunlight streams into an empty room
through an undraped window to the walls and floor
in silence, like the silence of a tomb.
Donâ€™t go looking for the bride and groom.
Theyâ€™re old now. They donâ€™t live here anymore.
Sunlight seeps into an empty room,
where absencesâ€”a trace of her perfume
and echoes of their voicesâ€”underscore
the silence. In the silence of a tomb,
in the hush and stillness of impending doom,
at angles most observers will ignore,
sunlight swirls into an empty room
thatâ€™s now for rent. The landlord took his broom
and, whistling, swept old secrets out the door,
the space deserted, mute as Josephâ€™s tomb
on Easter morning. Past the window, gloom
attempts to void the bright interior,
to nullify the sunlit anteroom
that waits in silence. Waiting there. For whom?
We both got on at Jolicoeur. I took
a window seat; the stranger chose to stand.
I normally donâ€™t give a second look
at anyoneâ€”they might misunderstand
my scrutiny for interestâ€”but he
commanded my attention. Here, unplanned,
appeared the image of an absentee:
his hands, his eyes, his mouth, his sandy hair,
his very stance, threw my reality
into a tailspin. I was then and thereâ€¦
Rush hour commuters exited en masse,
my fragmentation none of their affair.
As windows in the tunnel changed from glass
to looking glass, a white-haired woman met
my gaze. She sighed and let the moment pass
in pangs of recognition and regret,
then turned to the next chapter in her book.
She played piano. He, the clarinet.
Daybreak. January. Brava Beach.
Sea of galena. Sky of indigo.
Eucalyptus currents reach
the hushed peninsula, where ocean-side,
theyâ€™d walked here every summer, hand in hand
for fifty years. He tells me Laura died
last month. Two fishing boats glide past the strand,
Mid-morning. January. Brava Beach.
The quintessential touristy tableau
vivant transposes: petrels screech;
two guardavidas row against the tide
and fetch a lifeless body to the sand.
Was it an accident, or suicideâ€”
this frail manâ€™s meeting with the riptide and
A Dog’s Life
We have the last appointment of the day.
Thatâ€™s how itâ€™s doneâ€”
they donâ€™t want anyone
to see the dog theyâ€™ll have to put away,
hear muffled sobs, feel ill at ease,
fearing a transmissible disease.
For days she wouldnâ€™t touch her food or water.
there was so much sheâ€™d seen:
the previous summerâ€™s turmoil when my daughter
had nearly died, then father had.
Night terrors when I thought I might go mad.
But mostly good times. As the years stacked up,
I failed to multiply
by seven. In my mindâ€™s eye
she would always be the playful pup
who barked at birds, chased squirrels, scratched the dirt
and loved to nip the edges of my skirt.
She lies on the examination table
in this white room,
a steadfast friend with whom
I had entrusted secrets. Are you able
to stay? I nod. He shaves a spot,
inserts a catheter. Before the shot
of pentobarbital, a sedative.
She sees me. Knows.
And as her brown eyes close,
I wonder if Iâ€™m able to forgive
myself for ever thinking she
was just a dog. This vital part of me.
On Vortex Street
the overhead wires sing and hum
plucked like strings
in tones composed by the vector sum
of the windâ€™s velocities
but in these resonant meanderings
and all the worldâ€™s atrocities
and all the worldâ€™s worst-case scenarios
wail in the squalls
as into the maelstrom light curls swirls falls
Threnody: On the Razing of Sandy Hook Elementary School
And if you’re lost enough to find yourself
By now, pull in your ladder road behind you
And put a sign up CLOSED to all but me.
â€”Robert Frost, from â€œDirectiveâ€ (Steeple Bush, 1947)
It was a school. It is a school no more.
Weep . . . for
the echoes wonâ€™t be quelled. A small boy brings
what little things
he can to help his teachers feel less sad,
could make them gladâ€•
two Devilâ€™s Eyes. Observe his iron-clad
innocence. Behold his baby teeth.
Donâ€™t look for footprints. Do not lay a wreath.
Weep for what little things could make them glad.
A DJ mixes songs we used to love
and make love to way back in â€™sixty-eight,
the brutal year that saw us graduate.
Weâ€™re still at war, but thereâ€™s no mention of
our Smitty and his simple, flag-draped box,
the two assassinations, or My Lai.
At Honeyâ€™s dreadful tremolos, I try
to keep a straight face.
Jumpinâ€™ Jack Flash rocks
the scene, but stiff arthritic knees and hips
sit this one out. So letâ€™s all raise a glass
for old timesâ€™ sake, when life was such a gas:
To young Mick Jaggerâ€™s full-blown lusty lips!
To days, my friends, that will not come again!
And to the cake that melted in the rain!
To the Iron Goddess of Mercy
its wavelets almost
falling head over heels into
the imaginary axis of the outbetween
as I take my KrazyGlued teacup out of hiding
may the kettle whistle softly
may the day stay calm
Raised in Wilkes-Barre, Pennsylvania, Catherine Chandler, a native of New York City, has lived in Canada for the last forty-two years. A graduate of McGill University, where she lectured in Spanish in the Department of Translation Studies and acted as International Affairs Officer, she is the author of Lines of Flight (Able Muse Press, 2011), Glad and Sorry Seasons (Biblioasis Press, 2014) and three chapbooks, including a collection of sonnets, This Sweet Order (White Violet Press, 2012). Catherine currently lives in Saint-Lazare-de-Vaudreuil, Quebec, and Punta del Este, Uruguay. During the Fall and Spring terms, she teaches Music in the French language Commission scolaire des Trois-Lacs.